Wa cb.
First time my eyes were wet in school.
Cannot tahan man.
In the morning daddy kept telling me I cannot be in a rush to take 5 subjects at one time, like that would be relying on the tuition centre. and what, I would have to consider the travelling time to and fro, got time for school homework. got time for myself or sleep anot.
Everytime I think of anything regarding what he said I'd feel sad and the urge to cry was there.
I don't know how to put it in words why I'd feel sad if I cannot take on 5subjects of tuition.
I was just. sad.

When Ms Chew gave out the commontest paper, I saw mine. 28.5/40.
Then Biyu got 39.5/40. Wa that one added to my sadness man.
Undefeatable. ):
Then I came up with a plan.
Since weekdays are their greatest worry of my not having enough time for homework and all that, then dont have tuition from mon to thur la.
Since poa is on saturday morning, it should be okay if I were to have tuition for that.
Maths, which I'm supposed to go today, shall not want.
Including English, which Qy said it serves no purpose and it doesn't help. I think because if your language standard is not there, no matter what technics you are taught to answer compre qns, you will still not understand what the qn is asking.

Called daddy first. Analysed for him that I shall not have any tuition conducted from mon to thur, so they can fang xin about this point. I plan to have tuition from fri to sun then.
Fri physic. Sat poa and chem. after chem go bunk. Sun maths. still pending. not confirmed for anything.
Called Mr Koh after that. Shit man. He said he alr handed my name to the english tcher. Scared he hate me after this. also told him i cannot go today for maths because my parents are afraid its too hectic because of the travelling time to and fro. and that i would let him know if i'm still taking poa.
): I think he hates me la.
First time I didn't want tuition after he told me the details of the price, time and date, just because I'm reluctant to sacrifice my Saturday for tuition.
He told me leh. Last Saturday. After I rejected the tuition he thought my attitude not good one.
&He said he's fussy about students, as in attitude must be good, or else cannot join.
Wa sian. Macham now like i fickle-minded like that.
Say want then don't want. ):

I called mummy straight after I told mr koh i wanted maths english and poa that night la.
fuck still tell me if i want study she can pay.
now then come tell me worry me no time do this do that.
kns.

I'll just have to wait for her to come back to persuade her that I will still take tuition. Now is 4sub, excluding english. I shall prepare my speech later. -.-