omg .
can fail everything already .
i told mum whether i was allowed to consume latte before going to school , to keep myself awake in class , she says it's not the drink , but because i keep latenights almost everyday x_x
i told her i also kept late nights last year .
and that my studying environment is changed dramatically ;
from an e1, to an e6 .
previously comparing results in the class would have very few failures , 100%passes most of the time , but now , almost every test or exam that is given back , there's guarantee to be failures and everytime i hear teachers giving lectures on how bad our grades are and all that .

rawr ]:
i did very badly for mye .
and i wanna improve and get back on track by eoy .
i'm really not even thinking about retaining ; that's the worse-case-scenario .

and there goes she saying about me still using the computer during exam period instead of revising .
sigh . i doubt i'll ever get that new computer .
i'm afraid my parents won't believe that i will put in more effort from next term onwards .
even if my father relatively still put in some faith in me , i'm sure my mum will add oil to the fuel , determined tht measures must be taken ro prevent such things from happening again ,
for example ;
not letting me go out { even allowed , definitely not to come home at my usual time .
barring me from using the computer , ESPECIALLY during examperiods .
maybe going to the extend of 'after school must come back immediately , cannot loiter around' .
limiting my tv-time .
reprimands me everytime i talk too long on the phone .
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