Wednesday :D
FUCK
i HATE it when exams come .
not because of studying and all those shyts.
But the core reason is my mother .
shyt her , really .
zzz .
and there starts the
"no going out during fri and sat "
like fuck you la please .
you think your daughter can actually achieve impressive marks
just by caging her up ?
_l_
i told my friends before ,
if i don't go bunk , i will die .___.
it's the friends i made that make me go there every week without fail ,
the 2x exp are not as important as them .
wtfff .
Complain then i get double scolding .
Cage me then i'll weep .
What's all about the ' last year ' issue ?
bullshit .
at least i'm not going out everyday right .
Once i'm 16, you'll see .
i'm not being rebellious -.-
i just wanna go out every week, thts all {excluding hols that is}
i don't like staying at home,
with such a laggy comp {do you even think i would even play Audition or Maple for long?},
with practically no one at home most of the time ,
with no other communications other than the comp ,
and my precious handphone .
Then i'll be left with my hp ,
after the shits about going surfing the net and not revising .
shit la .
ccb
knn
mf
kns
gth
Seriously , I know what i'm doing .
So shut the fuck up .
You think nagging helps ,
You think force = control ,
You think you call the shots because you're the oldest ,
You think you are always right ,
You think you do all just for our sake .
But have you ever asked for our feelings ,
about whether your actions created any impact on us .
Is your supposedly "restrictions" controlling us ?
No .
Don't ever think that what you're doing right now is helping me .
Every thing you do .
Every promise you made .
Every other thing that you intended to do ;
You Failed All .
But the only thing you never fail to do is to
Make Me Cry .
With your prolonged attitude and behaviour ,
We don't learn a thing at all .
But to keep hiding things from you when we already know what the consequences are .
What i've learned .
Is the restriction of telling secrets to you .
Once a lady told me that :
Your mother is the only person you can trust in this world .
She is your best friend .
Friends may betray you ,
But your mother will never do that ,
Because she loves you .
AND so on about those .
But i never thought so .
How many times i told her secrets = How many times i've been betrayed .
By my own mother .
Friends betray ?
Mothers aren't that good at keeping secrets as well , do they ?
Well, for one point,
I know my mother isn't .
On an ending note ,
Mothers of whoever and whereever you are ,
think before planning anything for your child {when they are matured and thinking}
Our generation is not the same as yours anymore .
Maybe you should too, stop the gossiping and
pay more attention to what your child thinks .
No offence on anyone for this post .
I'm just expressing how i feel about the unfair treatment i get, that's all .
Think .
Discuss .
Understand .
Respect .
last last .
_l_
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